plans

As the months swept by and Steve's graduation came and went plans keep changing. Regardless of my hopes and fears opportunities continue to arise and pass us by. Somewhat depressing, yes, but realistic nonetheless. I said once, in a show of falsified strength, "It doesn't really matter if we get let down again, we've been let down so many times we're pros at it." Alot of options are hinged on finances, as it is so many times in life. Other options are so far out of our control, like how many substituting jobs will Steve be offered? Are the public schools even hiring? Where does this leave us? Floating, in a most uncomfortable way, with sand up our butts.